Milwaukee

Oh dear, he's applying to another job in Milwaukee. Does anyone remember that last year, when the endless job search began, I had an actual nightmare about moving to Milwaukee. Nothing personal against Milwaukee or anything, it's probably where we'll end up.

I am utterly exhausted. My days of working late have resumed. I left a client's home at 8:30 and arrived home around 9. I could really just pass out. I'm very boring. I still can't get used to driving. I've become VERY accustomed to sitting in mind-numbing traffic, as this is my usual commute home. But leaving at 8:30, I'm expected to drive over 70 mph and this frightens me. It's like having one of those panic attacks where you think you are non-specifically "going crazy". It's like the fear-of-heights "spontaneous flying feeling." It's this: if I drive too fast, won't I somehow completely lose control of the car? Does one eventually get used to taking curves at 70 mph while surrounded on all sides by extremely large trucks?